I swear to god my mother is incapable of giving me a fucking break.
She now complains that she’s been feeling like I’ve been putting her aside lately which is a complete lie because she has no idea how fucking complicated this month has been with the exhibition and the moving. Everything is literally falling on my shoulders and now I found out I might not even have a visa to return to Japan LOL
Today was absolutely crazy because I was literally running to every single office in the city because of my address and my visa and filling out papers because of this or that and tomorrow I have to be at school at 9 a.m and go to the immigration office to BEG for a new visa because I wasn’t informed how long it would take to get a new one… I am so nervous and the day before yesterday I had a complete emotional breakdown (complete panic attack set with hyperventilation and everything, scared the living shit out of Andrea) because people just don’t seem to give me a fucking break.
My mother expects so much and yet she doesn’t understand half of the shit I go through daily. I talk to her everyday and just because I was too busy trying to breath two days ago she now feels the need to bust my tits about it.
Also with the visa, why did I even tell her about it holy fucking hell.
I also have a very short and explosive temper, I am extremely patient with some things but when someone feels the need to lecture me without even trying to understand my current status/situation I just go insane! It’s like they’re literally stomping on my efforts and I feel insulted.
The end. >=T Will delete this later.
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withering-lilies said:
Ás vezes as mães têm a mania de fazer esta chantagem psicológica que só serve para adicionar á pressão. Tens que habituar a tua mãe que é dificil falar todos os santos dias. Eu com a minha comecei a falar dia sim, dia não, e agora só falo 2 x/semana.
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soundundertone said:
*sends some love your way* I don’t know what to say, other than your strength is admirable. I hope everything starts letting up soon. Hang in there hun. If you ever need anything you can always send a message my way. I know we don’t talk but I’m here
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mangalho said:
ai caralho SEI COMO TE SENTES. Quando as pessoas se põem com essas merdas, não parece que há ácido, ou fogo dentro do teu cerne, prontinho a ser cuspido? PORQUE ISSO É FÚRIA MULHER, e francamente, tens todo o direito de estar raivosa na tua situação.
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callipygian-loki said:
*leaves hugs and comfort for you* :<
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